I find it hard to digest the fact that you are somewhere out there, looking and waiting just like I am looking and waiting. My mother tells me repeatedly that everybody has somebody. I find it hard to believe that you are that someone, and that someday, somehow, chance will bring us together, and that I’ll spend the rest of my life with you, have a family with you, have adorable kids with you, spend almost every day with you “till death do us apart” :P
I don’t know if I’ve met you yet, if I already know you and don’t know that we’re going to know each other forever, but frankly, its a little scary. Because at this moment in my life, I can never imagine someone loving me for the rest of my life, staying with me for the rest of my life, being there for me for the rest of my life. I can most definitely not imagine spending the rest of my life with someone I already know as of today!
Why? Because nowadays people fall in and out of love in the blink of an eye. One day you’re best friends with someone and the next you’re strangers. One day you can’t go a day without talking to someone, and the next you can’t remember the last time you spoke to them. Things change unexpectedly and cruelly.
But if you are out there, then I am glad to hear it. If you are out there, I cannot wait to meet you. This hope, that I will one day meet you and find what I am looking for, it is this hope that keeps me going…
I hope you all had a great weekend. I’ve been so overwhelmed at work so I tried to relax throughout the weekend and spent time with family, hanging out with the babies, playing pirate parties and celebrating grandpa’s birthday (Jason’s father).
So much coffeee!! Must. Try. It.